Monday, October 24, 2011

i need space to B.R.E.A.T.H.

hi all! hope everyone is fine. ngee.

lately, the weather is so gloomy-raining, strong wind, etc. guess it somehow affected my mood, made my mood down. sigh. maybe too many negative ions around? (showing off that i dated with mr. chemy, HAHA) uh, there is 1 question in my mind. "dear weesooyen. what is wrong with you?"



honestly,ihavenoideatoo.todaywassuchagood-badday.2in1,iguess.howcomeitbecamelikethat?ihavenoideatoo.guessiamansweringallquestionswith"ihavenoidea".hee.forme,ithinkiamemotionalyunstabletoday.duno.ihavenoideawhyiamblabberinginmybloggie.ijustdon'tknowwhotoexpresstoo.idon'twanttobeanyone'sburdenorsomethinglikethat.n,iwonderifpeoplewillunderstandme.iamsoscaredthatihurtpeoplewithoutnoticing.ihavenointention.iwonderifit'sillogicalformetothinklikethis.causeifeelthatihadhurtpeoplearoundmetoday.peoplethatilovesomuch.peoplethatmademylifecolourful.ifeelawful.althoughnoonementionanythingbut,ifeltsomethingiswrong,especiallywiththatsomeone.ireallyfelllikecryingwhenthatsomeonejustdidlikethat.ithurtssodamnmuchwheneverwegainsuccessbutnotabletosharewiththeoneswelovecausetheymightbehurtinginside.ithurtssoreallymuchwhensomeoneyoulovesaidcongratstoyouwiththeagloomlookintheireyes.nomatterhowtheyhideit,istillsomehowget it.it'storturingme.soemotionalatnoonandeveningjustnow.mytearsglandbroke.thedamjustcan'tholdtheoverflowingtears.guessthat'sthefinalblowdear.phew,uncontrollable.lafinoutside,tearinginside.incrediblehowimanagetodothat.

understand? nope, nvermind. ngee. you better not. haha
tataa..

"It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me"
BREATH-taylor swift ft. colbie cailat :)



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