i need space to B.R.E.A.T.H.

hi all! hope everyone is fine. ngee.

lately, the weather is so gloomy-raining, strong wind, etc. guess it somehow affected my mood, made my mood down. sigh. maybe too many negative ions around? (showing off that i dated with mr. chemy, HAHA) uh, there is 1 question in my mind. "dear weesooyen. what is wrong with you?"

honestly,ihavenoideatoo.todaywassuchagood-badday.2in1,iguess.howcomeitbecamelikethat?ihavenoideatoo.guessiamansweringallquestionswith"ihavenoidea".hee.forme,ithinkiamemotionalyunstabletoday.duno.ihavenoideawhyiamblabberinginmybloggie.ijustdon'tknowwhotoexpresstoo.idon'twanttobeanyone'sburdenorsomethinglikethat.n,iwonderifpeoplewillunderstandme.iamsoscaredthatihurtpeoplewithoutnoticing.ihavenointention.iwonderifit'sillogicalformetothinklikethis.causeifeelthatihadhurtpeoplearoundmetoday.peoplethatilovesomuch.peoplethatmademylifecolourful.ifeelawful.althoughnoonementionanythingbut,ifeltsomethingiswrong,especiallywiththatsomeone.ireallyfelllikecryingwhenthatsomeonejustdidlikethat.ithurtssodamnmuchwheneverwegainsuccessbutnotabletosharewiththeoneswelovecausetheymightbehurtinginside.ithurtssoreallymuchwhensomeoneyoulovesaidcongratstoyouwiththeagloomlookintheireyes.nomatterhowtheyhideit,istillsomehowget it.it'storturingme.soemotionalatnoonandeveningjustnow.mytearsglandbroke.thedamjustcan'tholdtheoverflowingtears.guessthat'sthefinalblowdear.phew,uncontrollable.lafinoutside,tearinginside.incrediblehowimanagetodothat.

understand? nope, nvermind. ngee. you better not. haha

tataa..

"It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me"

BREATH-taylor swift ft. colbie cailat :)

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PERFECT PREFECT'S ANNUAL DINNER :D

helooo! ^_^

like always, so many things had happened lately. unfortunately, there's no time for me to share them in my bloggie. wish i can buy time! who want to sell their time? do call me! hehe. i know, that's mission impossible. should appreciate time more.. :) fyi, i'm still in exam mood. 2nd week, and i think it is a quite horrible week. ahhh!!

btw, highlight of the weekkk! prefect's annual dinner! ngee. the venue is at Crystal Lodge Hotel, Kota Bharu. this is my second dinner in my secondary years. the first one was way back in form 2. well, this time is so much fun? didn't actually looked forward for it but since teacher said it's compulsary (although some did not obeyed her), i went! choosing my attire was a sigh. haha. i am so not the type that..you know, urmmm, what's the word?  luckily, i got myself a few 'fashion advisor'. ngee. special thanks to Joe, Achik and Shukran! yeah! and of course, thanks to my aunty for the dress too!! love yaa! muah! hehee. just a simple style, attire. matched the blue dress with a cardigan, and cream pants and new shoes and let my hair down. haha. simplyen remember? :) 


2011 perfect's annual dinner :)

the food is nice. ok i think! well, i had to be petite! can't eat much. ngee. :P there were lucky draws. actually everyone got them. and, this year, we, the prefects of SMKB was given the honour to receive our own certificate of appreciation from our principal himself :) slept at 1 a.m. that night. and to make things worse, the next day was addmaths paper 2. aiyaa.. it was whoa, no words to describe how hard it was. cried? so lame huh? :(

byee for now! toodles! 

>.<

*wink*

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number 3, base 2 :)

helo people!

in cloud nine. number 3, base 2. ahahaa. :P notice that i made little changes in my bloggie? if yes, how is it? hehe. if no, uh, nevermind. below are the list of blogs that i refered to, which helped me a lot. thanks!!

credits to::

http://tutorialuntukblog.bogspot.com

http://twolegersblog.blogspot.com

oh dear, another thing. today's English paper was ok. think i managed to answer the essays in a relaxing mood. except for some unwanted thoughts that linger around my mind. uh, shake it off! did an essay about the importance of internet and Sports Day. well, was sprinting when writing the second essay. not really good time management i guess. n, the paper 2 went well. except that i got confused with the answers a bit? haha. btw, want to share this question. normally i won't remember exam question but this it kind of 'interesting'? ngee

''what will you do if you are cheated by someone you love??''

i was laughing to myself. in the heart of course. or people might have thought that i'm insane. hahaa

psst. IJK. I Just Kelentong the answer. certainly hope it won't happen! *wink* *poke u*

k,

off to do chemy! tomorrow got extra class.

nyte :)

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short entry. exam!

heyloo people!! 

fever. oh fever. exam fever. berry berry high temperature. haha

ahhh!!!!

do like this yaa?? exam tip!! ngeeee. :P

exam oh exam. hi mr. exam. we meet again. not nice to see you. huhu. fyi, i am having my final examination now. ahh!!! stress?? still under control. :) just now was BM test. it was ok. not to mention my pen. grrr. it's a new one and already gave problems just now. was writing with great difficulty and it was annoying. oh God. :( have to set a reminder in my head to but a new one tomorrow.

k, tata. 

gudlak everyone for the final exam! 

especially to my beloved Alphanians. :)

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wateva

stressed. not stressed. stressed. not stressed.

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uh!!
so hard to uplod pics!!!!
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the aLphanianS and the fRogies

hi people!!

WARNING:: DO NOT CONTINUE READING THIS POST IS YOU ARE AFRAID OF FROGS. I'M NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYTHING. :P

last Tuesday, the Alphanians had to do a major challenge. well, i felt it was a challenge. that is to face the fear of frogs. biology experiment to observe the respiratory system of froggie. huhu. luckily, my papa found a frog prince for me the night before. haha. prince?? uhh..

felt so 'geli' of the froggies. everyone was screaming when we were about to start the operation. not everyone actually, mostly girls and you know what? i think i was screaming quite loud too. was scared, at the same time excited and curious. n, i stood beside madam Romlah during the demonstration. ngee. scarily-exciting moment. but pity the frogs. huhu. for the sake of mankind. that thought makes me fell a bit better about killing them. :)

saw the heart beating and the lungs expanding and contracting. it was magnificent. worthwile i would say. and everyone gave magnificient co-operation, especially the boys. who at the starting, helped the girls to faint the frogs. thanks guys. or we would be all screaming and standing above the chairs. hahaa.

btw, want to post the pics do much but urgh, line is so, berry berry slow! sorii..

p/s=didn't get to go for the PRS camp. teah's sosial skill is higher. don't mind! guess can concentrate more on exam :)

till then, tataa

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