tolong sendiri untuk tolong orang lain

eloo beautiful pe0ple!! :P hope everyone is well. ngee.



see my post title? i'll just type it here agen. tolong sendiri untuk tolong orang lain. :D actually, i would like to share what happened at school today. hehe. wanna know?? excited gilerrr.. haha.

okay. okay. this morning, during PJ (Pendidikan Jasmani, dear), our handsome(oops, he's married, :P) and super caring counselor, Cikgu Asri, came into my class. not everyone was in the though. only girls and a few boys as most of the boys went to play football. he told us he wanted to find ONY A GIRL for form 4 PRS. well, PRS is Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya. cikgu explained to us about it. the main principle of PRS is 'tolong sendiri untuk tolong orang lain'. that's why this is my post title today. i never thought that it is actually to help ourself to help others. i always thought that PRS is just to help other students. so, learnt something useful just now.

he asked who is volunteering. most of us raised our hands, i did too, i'm intrested u see. hee. "ohh, banyok jugok hok nop jadi ea.. hurm, cikgu nop wak gano eh?" then, someone suggested that those intrested should be interviewed and he agreed. and i was, alamakkk. interview?? uhnoo.. kira went for the interview first, then baini, then mimi, then santi, then teah. i was still thinking whether to go for it or not. i am actually super interested! pyscology is my passion? ngee. i want to help people with problems. it is hard to watch others suffer while everyone else is happy.

i was thinking, thinking, asking myself wether i want to go for it or not. cikgu already gave us 'warning' that it may be hard being one because of the work,etc. n, final exam is cominggg..! huhh.. n, bazilah said, "yen, gi la, awok kea minat bab-bab psykologi nih.." well, her words dissapered into the thin air but it sort of confirms me? to go for it? told myself no harm in trying. so, i went! :)) quite nervous though. hehe. he asked quite mqny questions, it's an interview sweetie, what do u expect? answered it all but not sure how is my answers. hantam aja! hahaa. but of course, it all came from my heart. not to mention from my brain too. thanks brain and heart! love u both! ^_^

then, tension when cikgu said he's going to announce it. was shocked when cikgu announced the selected girls. 2 of us got the highest score. teah and..me!! pheww, so not expected. i was just trying my luck! but happy to get selected. ngee. but only 1 of us will be going to the training course, this 3-5 october at Aura Training Centre. but how? we have to do an personality inventory to see who have the ability to sosialise more and the one who scores more will represent the school to the state level course, pair with Meso i tink. have not decide when to take it yet. so now just waiting for any free time and go answer the inventory. fyi, the other 5 will still be school level PRS and we have to cooperate for school programmes. interesting. 4 me! duno u! hehe. :P

don't mind if i get to go or not..at least can join PRS! yeay, one step towards my dream. luckily went to try for my luck..^_^ i will post about the inventory when i already taken it, okay?

oh! fyi, tommorrow's deadly mission:: the end of 36 froggies! large scale operation..phew. hope nothing bad happens. uh, gelinya!!

btw bloggie, my day at school had been fabulous with other co-factors. :)))

k dear, tataa..

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fall for this s0ngg..

"The Story Of Us"

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,
How we met and the sparks flew instantly,

People would say, "They're the lucky ones."

I used to know my place was a spot next to you,

Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.

Oh, a simple complication,

Miscommunications lead to fall-out.

So many things that I wish you knew,
So many walls that I can't break through.

[Chorus:]

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

Next chapter.

How'd we end up this way?

See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,

And you're doing your best to avoid me.

I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us,

How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,

But you held your pride like you should've held me.

Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,

Why are we pretending this is nothing?

I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,

I've never heard silence quite this loud.

[Chorus:]

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

This is looking like a contest,

Of who can act like they care less,

But I liked it better when you were on my side.

The battle's in your hands now,

But I would lay my armor down

If you said you'd rather love than fight.

So many things that you wished I knew,

But the story of us might be ending soon.

[Chorus:]

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.

And we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

The end.

ATTENTION:: this has no connection to what i feel right now or watsoeva.. i am much luckier :))

 ceh, perasan :P

i l0ve tayLor sWift..ngee.



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ngeeeee

ohh!! changed my URL!! :P

just for fun..:D

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hye bloggie!

# make me your radio,

turn me up when u feel low,

this melody was meant for you,

sing along to my stereo #

heyy sweetie.. suddenly this few days i really miss writing on my bloggie. hehe. was bzy this week but just ignore them. yah, am writing, ya see? haha . many, many. rely so many, many things happen n happen when i was absent from bloggie. most were splendid n some were unhappy things. but life has to go on right? so, think positive sweetie! ngee. n, swear! i love my life! thank God.

btw, dear bloggie, i broke a record. pheww. i considere i'm kinda crazy for doing it. but deep in my heart, i somehow think it's ok? i mean, i don't regret it. seriously..

k. fullstop.

(for now) >.<

dear,  a smile worth a thousand words.

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7

from my heat :: i am felling wonderful.. :D

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...deja vu...

:((((

hate this

s0b3..

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