THE TURNING POINT: 210313

Hello people!! Whatssup?!

 Budak-budak awesome batch '95, result ape cite? :) Kalau gempak, congratsss! Kalau kurang gempak pun, congratss too! Pendek kata, congratss la semua! You all are the best! *tabik spring*

This post if obviously, um too obvious about SPM results. Sorry if the SPM result topic is lame for you or you don't even want to hear about the word SPM anymore. But I just can't help it. This is my current life now kan. Ehem ehem. Let the story begin. :P

I opened my eyes at six in the morning after listening to Big Bang screaming beside my ears. So lazy but I make myself wake up. I was thinking, why do I have to wake up so early today? The memory came straight away. Aumm. Fine. It's the red letter day. I had to follow my sister to school because I won't have transport if I want to be at school later on. So, better be early huh? After all, can hang out with Baz. Girls' talk.*winkwink* Hihih.

KIDNAPPED MAY'S DSLR FOR THE DAY :P

LOOK AT THE BEAUTIFUL SKY! XD

Then, everyone was looking by the time I got to school. Okay. I started to be uncomfortable. Still, like Cikgu Romlah said, maintain ayu tak kira what condition you are in. Haha. Fine. Waited not quite patiently for Baz adn finally she arrived. Then, walk, walk, and we ran into some teachers. Ohno. Don't get me wrong. It's not that we don't want to see our teachers but I am kind of freaked out to think about their hopes on us every time I see their faces. Then, found a nice place to sit. We talked, laughed and people started to arrive. Then, teman Lina to send her textbooks, books etc. Then, we gathered in front of the library. It was past ten o'clock already. Which means that we can check our results using SMS, if we want. I didn't dare too, have a weak heart, hihih. 

RUNSING TIME :P

Not long after that, saw PKP's car came into the our viem and enter the parking. Everyone was kind of screaming a little I think. Haha. The result is here already. Humm. Great. Then, my mom came and I was like whoa, freaking out. And we err, let's skip that part lah. It's private and confidential. :P

AWAN-AWAN YG SUPER COMEL!

After that, we are asked to enter the hall. I bet everyone's heart was beating fast! What to do. Some people still haven't know their results. After speeches and speeches adn stories about kasut adidas and fipper *wekk*, the time is here. The teacher started to announce the result. People were clapping, sobbing, shouting, smiling, cheering, crying and 'speechlessing'. I think for me I'd rather not watch the moment. Some moments were heartbreaking. People started questioning why why why. I also don't know how how how. Tapi I sedih sebab kadang-kadang I takut yang I bukan seorang kawan yang baik. I am very sorry okay.*lap air mata*

YOUNG LADIES YG AYU SEDUNIA XD

People often say your result is something that you deserve. I have been hearing that a lot since yesterday and until this moment when I'm typing this post. Sow your seed and reap your wheat. How much wheat you get depends on how much you sow your seed. Maybe it is true. Maybe it is not. I think it depends on you yourself to think wether it is true for you or not. Mungkin you hate it when people ask you why why why you tak dapat result yang cun and meletop. I myself don't tolerate this kind of attitude. Let them think lah what they want to think. SPM is not that easy path to deal okay. Deep down inside, we just stay calm and know that we have done our best.

Yesterday when watching the news, my heart was sort of torn a bit. 15793 students obtains straight A's. 481 received all A+'s. Scary. Where am I? I didn't and can't continue watching the SPM news after that. I realised that I was stupid. Yah, stupid is the word, to think that my result is bad. Humans are never really contended, do we? If you get a few A's, then you want more A's. If you have more A's, then you want straight A's. If you have straight A's, then you want straight A+'s. If you have straight A+'s, you want to be among the top twenty nation scorers. If you are in top twenty, you want to be the number one scorer of Malaysia. OMG. What attitude are we having. Don't compare yourself with someone better, compare yourself with someone less unfortunate. You will feel better.

DEAR, THANK GOD FOR WHAT WE GET. 
BERSYUKURLAH :)

Let's say that you think you suck in SPM. You cicir one A ke, you tak dapat A ke. You malu dengan result you sampai orang lain tanya berapa you dapat pun you tak nak cakap pun tak ape. It's fine. People always think that I might not understand but I do, seriously. I have been there too. Life is like a rollercoaster right? Sometimes you are at the top, sometimes you are at the bottom.You see, no matter what is your result is, your life has to go on. You still have to eat, sleep. watch tv. tweet. open FB and of course layan Korean dramas. Hakhaks, just to lighten the mood! :P You and I, which equals to we, need to move on. We are still young peeps. Ingat tak budak-budak 5 Alfa 2012? What did we write with colourful chalks on the blackboard in front?

"WE CAN'T STOP, WE DON'T STOP UNTIL WE REACH THE TOP (BECAUSE WE ARE YOUNG)"

 Life is still a long way. Don't give up peeps. But if you have any problems moving on, consult somebody or even me. Text ke call ke. I don't mind. I will try to fix you, because YOU ARE MY KAWAN.



Oh, kepada my cikgu-cikgu semua, terima kasih banyak banyak untuk segalanya. Yapp, untuk segala-galanya. And kepada my parents and family. thanks so much for being my backbone all this time. Love you lots. And kepada kawan semua, thanks too, for everything. Okay, tak tahu nak cakap ape dah. Nanti banjir pulak kat blog nih.

Okay, congrats to all again!
K byeeee :)

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