awakening

holaa!!

hey, i am awake. yah, of course awake from sleep. ish. no, what i'm talking about is awake that I AM SITTING FOR SPM THIS YEAR. wow, what a statement. serious? :P sorry, but that's what i'm feeling lately. our awesome class teacher, Pn. Wan Nurizan distributed the forms and after so much hassle, we had send the forms. i'm taking 10 subjects. some of my classmates are taking 9. some 10. some 11. oh, Joe, borrow your quote! "different people, different perspective" :)

that day during Sejarah exam, i was kind of blurr. hey, i am not good in remembering facts and dates and what people in the past do although i respect them. well, not my best subject. but, have to love it also right? so, hey, YEN LOVES SEJARAH! :D hahaa. oh now, back to the story. as i was stressed, i closed the paper and just sat still. just looking at the cover. then,

"sobah al-khoir" 

"sobah al-nur" *screaming*

"kaifa haluka?" 

"nahnu bikhair ya ustazah" *shouting*

"hahaaa"

it was ustazah Naimah's voice and a group of students, most probably form 1. well, i can sense their excitement in their voices. HEHE *show off* how i had missed the moments. screaming on top of my lungs with classmates just to answer a teacher's questions. or reading a passage together out loud. you guys never did this before? never mind. well i did. HEHE *wide grin*

uh, being in upper secondary is not easy. especially when it's time for dates with mr. biology, mr. chemy, mr. physic and mr. addmath. although i fall for them, its not easy to become their lovers, okay? :P changing glares and confused looks with friends is an official duty, haha. of course, raising hands to ask for double, triple, fortle (err, is there such a word?) explanation from teachers is our expertise. :)

oh, seriously missed those what we normally consider silly kid actions. sob, sob, sob. we all always regret why on earth didn't we appreciate the past. always regret why we did not do this. why we did not do that. why we did this. why we did that. to think about these, is something that has no ending. don't you guys think so?

time is precious. this quote is forever everywhere. but how many people is actually applying it we don't know. as the matter of fact, i don't always spend my time in a correct way. :) but just have to keep trying! shouldn't i? or should i say, shouldn't we?

p/s: dear all, this post is a self-reflection.

dear me and every single 2012 SPM candidate, we are sitting for SPM okay? never ignore the fact. realise that this is our time. OURS. fight for success! haiyaa! lets enjoy our struggle and keep faith. :)

oky, till the next post,

tataa! tc!

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