Tuesday, May 28, 2013

THE ROAD TO ASASI PINTAR


Hello people! Yen is in the house! How is everyone doing?

Sorry I didn't keep this blog updated. Yeah, I was busy but most of the time I was lazy. Like most of my regular readers know (eh, ada readers ke tak actually ni?), I was a underundergraduate that just laze around the house. However,this state is sort of coming to its end because I will be entering a Foundation in Science in UKM, named Asasi Pintar soon. And the soon is actually tomorrow already hehee. I am now in KL. My papa suggested we get here earlier a day so that it won't be that rushing you see. Being early is more awesome than being late right? 


I actually never thought I would be offered to enter this because I had never thought of applying this in my UPU. Actually before the result, I had completely put my hopes in applying and in the end getting a Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam (JPA) scholarship in medic. However my hopes were sort of crushed when I found out that JPA won't be giving scholarships for post-SPM students in medic anymore. They only offered engineering courses to German, France, Japan and Korea. I did applied and got shortlisted for the interview and went but that is totally not what I want to talk about in this post. 

Back to the point. I decided to find another alternative to do pursue my dreams in medic. Thank God both of my parents understood my passion and they helped me through it. Thanks papa and mummy. :') There are only 3 asasi that I was eligible to apply which is Asasi Pintar UKM, Asasi Perubatan UPNM and Asasi Sains Pertanian UPM. So, I put those three in my list of choice in the UPU. My first choice was Asasi Pintar UKM. So, when the interview result can be checked around umm, end of April, I managed to get shortlisted for Ujian Saringan UKM 2. I was thrilled because at last I have something solid to fight for and not just dreaming. Yes, dreams are important but it is still vital for us to fight to make that dream a reality. Do remember that people :)

The ujian saringan was held in SMK Sultan Sulaiman, Kuala Terengganu. So I had to go down all the way to Terengganu with my mummy to sit for it. It was a hassle actually but well, you can't expect everything to just be laid down right in front of your eyes. The duration of the test in 2 hours and half. If I am not mistaken, there was around 15 modules of different types of IQ questions. Yep, the questions vary from IQ stuffs to Mathematics, logical questions, ethical questions and also some general knowledge. Some questions may looks simple but actually you have to think quite deep about it. It was like reading behind the lines. The sooner you finished it, the better. But you have to answer them correctly though. The key is to answer it fast and minimize our mistakes. The last thing you need is to be nervous and have sweaty palms because this test is computerised. And thus, it is really hard to not accidentally click a wrong answer just because you can't really control the mouse with sweaty palms! The competition there was kind of big because err the kids are mostly straight A's plus and I was like omg omg, will I stand a chance? :O But I just answer it lah. haha. Well, this message was originally from my sister because she knew more about this Pintar program than me, hiks. Cheers to Wee Soo May! XD

After some ages, haha, the UPU result is finally announced. Thank God I got it. I remembered a got a little teary and screamed after that. I really felt a huge huge wave of relive. :) Then, I had to download the forms and agreements and have to do things accordingly so that there won't be a problem at the registration. Another relive was I found out that Asasi students will get fiance help from the ministry so it lift the burden of my parents a little. The only thing is that this Asasi Pintar can be a little expensive compared to other courses,  more than a thousand ringgit. But based on the chances that the students will be getting like chances to go overseas, the payment is worth it. I had to make a Bank Islam account and use it to pay for the fees. I also had to go for medical checkup. A little advice about medical checkup. If you want it to be cheap, be quick to book a place at the government clinics or hospital or you won't stand a chance. If not, you will ended up being like me. I didn't know that the procedure has to be like that so the booking was already full. I had to do mine in a private hospital and it does cost much. Sob sob. FYI, there are quite many forms to be filled and things to be sahkan. The worst thing is if there is any mistake, it will cost my future --"

Oh and I got a lot of questions about what Asasi Pintar is. I myself am not sure too, haha. Because there were too little people talking about it in blogs or forums. It is a quite new program. Maybe my batch is the second or third or something. That's why people are not yet informed, including me. What I know is that, it is just another Foundation in Science or Asasi Pintar. Pintar is just a name because it is under this PINTAR program by Datin Rosmah. The level is maybe a little higher or something because it is said to be leveled like the John-Hopkins University. Some said it is a hectic, fast-track foundation. The competition is high due to the qualifications. We will have to learn other subjects as well. If lucky, you'll get sponsors like JPA after you finish this foundation. Or you can enter UKM for your degree. I remembered someone told me that Asasi kids is something like the university's foster child so yah, you'll get more priviledge to enter UKM in the future, maybe. Whatever it is, you still have to be hardworking and struggle. :)

I had a hard time searching for information and experiences about Asasi Pintar. There are a few blogs talking about it and I am thankful, so thankful. At least I can get a glimpse of it. So, I decided I want to blog about my life there, to help other people understand about it. So that next year, maybe juniors can make my posts as a guide to understand what it is. And maybe if they are interested, they can apply for it n the UPU. Sharing is caring right? hihihh. This is my current decision la. I'm not sure if I can have time to blog or not. I want to study hard. Hehe. But I'll manage :D


That's all for now. Good luck to everyone who are pursuing their studies no matter where, in universities or politechnics or form six. Just have faith in yourself that everything will be OK. Spread love and positive ions okayy. haha. Byee people. :)

P/S: Sorry if there's any typo. I'm under medication and feeling drowsy, hihihh.


Tuesday, April 9, 2013

DREAM VS REALITY



Hi people! Peace yo!

How is everybody? Fine? Great. Err. Not well? Sila pergi makan ubat straight away. Arahan daripada pihak berkuasa blog. Acece. Haha. Or you are feeling senget like me? That's totally cool. Welcome to my world! Haha.

Ok, what a weird opening. Intai sikit kat tepi tu. No wonder my followers is still stuck at 50 people. No wonder I am not motivated to write, aiyooo. *head down* Thank God I'm not that desperate, kihkih. If not, I dah tebalkan muka ni pergi leave link kat shoutbox people saying "Hi dear, please follow my blog." Erh, purlezzz. I don't blog to collect followers man. Write untuk puaskan hati kecil ni saja. *peace sign*



Actually, I am not really sure what is the purpose of this post. Maybe just to remind you all that this girl is still breathing and dreaming. Dream. Ok. Dream. I love my dream ok. So much that I am struggling to protect it. Sometimes some people just don't understand what does it feels like. I don't know why lah. I thought that people would understand that once you have a dream, you would almost do anything to reach it. Maybe some have gave up their dreams and thought that dreams are just dreams. Reality is different. Yes I know that. Dreams and reality are completely two different things, either from spelling or pronounciation. Ok Yen buat lawak lame. Gelak lah. Eh eh tak nak gelak? Tak pe tak pe. Tak nak sambung tulis post ni. Tsk tsk. :P

Okay. Back to the topic. Ehem ehem. Yah. Different things, totally. But for me. there is a link between them you see. A dream can become a reality. A dream can be upgraded to become a reality. Humm. However there is this catch. Without dreams, reality won't exist. Humm humm. Let's take an example. Do you know the Wright brothers? They use to think how birds can fly freely in the sky. So they started to think why can't man do the same. But of course we can't grow wings right. Now that is what I call dreaming.

The word dream isn't merely an imagination you had while sleeping. Dream also means something you think to achieved in the future you see. The Wright brothers dreamt that man can one day fly. Yah. That's their dream. Thanks to their dream, we traveling around the globe is possible. Thank you Wright brothers, for inspiring me about this post too :)  I do hope that one day, in the future, people would thank me too, for making something impossible turn into something possible.

I know that having a dream doesn't mean you can achieved it. You can't just sit around and wait for your dreams to just fall down. Attention here, dreams don't fall on top of you all okay. You still need to have this little thing called effort. Nak mohon biasiswa, PTPTN, UPU. That's effort man. You can't just sit around tanpa surf internet or tanya kawan or tanya cikgu right? You can't expect everything to be spoon-fed right? Eh hello. Semua dah besau-besau kan? :))) So remember this cute thingy called effort.



However at some times, due to some situations, a little evil thought invades our minds. The thought of giving up. Pernah tak? If tak pernah, sah la tu, you tak normal. Which planet are you from? May i have your alien identification number please? Haha. Just kidding! I say that the thought of giving up is completely normal because I am feeling it lately. It makes me down. It makes me sitting alone in the middle of the night, thinking. It makes me toss and turn on the bed. It makes me lazy to do anything including updating my cute gorgeous daebak beauuutifuuul blog. Ewww, gross. Haha. Sometimes I feel like I just want to go somewhere deserted, quiet and just scream out loud. huhu. well. The point is the thought of giving up is seriously a dangerous assasin like Nikita. Whoaaa. See how dangerous it is. So people, let's fight it! Haiyaaaaaa! :O *karate kick* Oh yeah! I won't give up on us. Even if the sky gets rough. :)

People, I know dreams are hard to reach but at least I want to try first. Takkan la due to these 'tiny' circumstances, I want to give up right? Try. I need to at least try. If can't then, no luck la. Well, I believe God will let things fall into their right places. If not now then eventually. Keep faith people. Fight for our dreams. Oh yes, fight for my dream. So, dream vs reality? Should we let the some not-so-nice reality stop us from  reaching our dreams? Lu pikir la sendiri!



Now, I dream that I can pass my JPJ test on the third trial. Haha. Yes, third. Sengaja nak tunjuk. Kihkih. See, I am dreaming again. Hope can achieve that dream tomorrow. To achieve that, maybe I should head to bed early tonight. Wake up fresh to face JPJ officer, kihkih. Wish me best of luck! :D

Till then, I'm a dreamer, are you?
Okay, byeee :)